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[24 Nov 2009|11:29am] i like the way you go through my livejournal deleteing shit you dont like. this is my life, the way i live it. i dont give a shit if its embarrassing to you. stop trying to hack my accounts and get out of my life. oh and by the way. if you ever try to contact me in any way again, i will not hesitate to use my protective order against you and send your sorry ass to jail. this is the last time im letting you do any physical harm to me or breaking into my apartment without any consequences. dont talk to me or my family. 3 said it louder|what?

[19 Nov 2009|02:13pm] the get up kids melted my heart oh my god best show of my fucking life. beer for fucking breakfast!!! god if i can only go back in time and relive that moment over and over and overrr GAHHHH what?

[18 Nov 2009|12:20am] i wish i didnt always feel like second best. 4 said it louder|what?

new friend [16 Nov 2009|03:04pm] 3 said it louder|what?

disconnected [19 Oct 2009|08:13pm] i fucking hate everyone.

back to school [25 Aug 2009|04:59pm] so school is here and i guess thats a good thing. itll give me things to think about other than stupid shit. i really wanted to get into a life drawing class but they were all full :[ so i guess im taking a ceramics class. it should be pretty cool. ill getta make some cool vases for my apt. or something. so i guess thats about it. im so fucking interesting. edit: i got my get up kids tickets about 3 or 4 months in advance. i am NOT missing this show. i have been waiting way too fucking long to finally see them! reunion tours are fucking badass. 4 said it louder|what?

[08 Aug 2009|04:45am] im having one of those days again. 1 said it louder|what?

[01 Aug 2009|09:23pm] i have these 2 pieces of rag paper and an endless supply of charcoals why i havent used them this whole summer is a mystery to me i think im gonna start on something. get my flow going. make something instead of just money because its seems like thats all ive been making these days yet im still as broke as i was before. i feel as if ive been running as fast as i can but im going nowhere. haha its kinda sad because all this running makes me so tired i cant even do the things i enjoy. i spend my days asleep until the sun goes down and i dont sleep until it comes up. well, the little sleep ive been getting these days. ive been having weird dreams too and i dont really know what they mean yet. but i guess the future will unfold sometime. i just hope im doing the right thing and i dont fall back into old habits. i dont want to be that person anymore but its so hard to change the way i act. i really dont want school to come up again. but then again i do so it can give me something to distract me from everything. i want to take another art class so i have a specific time set aside to draw. which would be really nice because i really dont have any time set aside for that at all. i really need to change my sleeping pattern before school starts too because this whole night owl shit aint gonna cut it. ugh. i have way too much shit in my head i need to empty it somehow. maybe i can drain my brain? that would be really nice. drain my brain and start fresh without any worries. if only i can go back in time there would be so many things i would change but i cant so i guess that means im gonna have to try to put everything back together again and thats never fun for me. whatever. 3 said it louder|what?

old pictures [15 Jun 2009|12:41pm] sometimes its best to just sit smoke a cigarette drink a cup of coffee alone. too bad im out of cigarettes. fuck. what?

summer [30 May 2009|08:56pm] so far... i need a new job. and im broke. ehhh.. 1 said it louder|what?

[15 May 2009|11:09am] summer is finally here and im sick. typical. 1 said it louder|what?

[11 May 2009|03:53am] i really just want this week to be over already. i hate having to think about school all the fucking time i cant wait for the summer the smell of banana boat tanning oil and swimming pools the heat of the sun the carefree feeling of not having to worry about going to school the feeling of being free for a few months so much to do i just want it to be friday already summer come and give me a kiss already 2 said it louder|what?

kassimmshohuj. [08 May 2009|02:21am] I feel like boys dont really like me some say they do and act like they do but when it comes down to it my phone never rings. oh well. next? 4 said it louder|what?

i still [06 May 2009|08:44pm] feel like somethings missing. i know what it is. but it will have to wait for now. i feel numb. 2 said it louder|what?

fuck [04 May 2009|04:03am] schools almost over i cant wait but i wish it could i dont want to be in school anymore i just want to draw. 1 said it louder|what?

good times [18 Apr 2009|12:57am] ( besties for the resties ) 1 said it louder|what?

[15 Apr 2009|04:15pm] my life is changing! i feel better about myself now which is really nice. although ive probably lost a few friends if they dont understand then they really wernt my friends in the first place i guess. i just know who my friends are now and its nice my birthday is tomorrow i want to have a great birthday. hopefully i will 3 said it louder|what?

[09 Apr 2009|12:46am] life is good 3 said it louder|what?

[31 Mar 2009|06:20pm] soon. 1 said it louder|what?

[17 Feb 2009|07:29pm] my valentines day was spent in the hospital the food was pretty good and the morphine was even better the only thing that was missing was some get well soon balloons and maybe some chocolates? but thanks to natty and chris, everyone who saw me leave the hospital probably thought that i gave birth to a baby boy since the balloon chris gave me said "es un nino" it was pretty funny! i just wish i had more morphine and not these tripped out pain killers they give me weird dreams. i mean fuckin weird dreams. i cant wait to get back to austin again 1 said it louder|what?

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